If I cried, then nobody forgotten & cried

I “knew” there is something happend. Long ago, I met a Thesis Instructor name Melinor Mangalonzo who guided me to pass all the thesis requirements. The first try was failed but the second try I passed because I programmed and thesis alone. Sometimes It’s sad if I’m alone. I’m glad she helped me out by advance and let me go.

After following months, She told me the news about my thesis, Most students around the Luzon liked my game software name Sudoku. It’s not a ordinary Sudoku game, I made a renew version from Java Programming. Plus the score, name, difficulty and It can install either both PC or cellphone based. I’m glad they loved it…

Before I graduated my college days, I noticed she always cough with her hard lungs and asked me to support her If I have extra money. Damned… I’m so powerless and poor that I can’t help her. It sounds selfish to me… what can I do? Except I want to hear a “miracle” Today, its over and gives me sad.

[To see her photo's from my friend's multiply, click here] Thanks to Leoben.

All I can say is “Thank you… I couldn’t help without Ma’am Mangalonzo’s advise” I’m sure my friends feels the same way.

Patch From Wounded Heart

Sometimes, After your boyfriend or girlfriend broke you up without fixing your broken heart’s return. Maybe you try to ask your closest friend to relieve your pain. …Or you pray God to give you something a miracle but how long will it end? Silly, right?

There are two kinds of love. The one you give to others and the one you reserve for yourself In your heart you have the kind of love that you give to others. When its over, you will love another for a different reason. You’ll love a person not for their sake, but your heart’s sake. –If she cannot gave my heart in return’s love, it drives me mad myself with negativity otherwise, move on.

My friend name Cess who is a girl, has a meaningful conversation, funny, fun, cute, creative and positive girl that makes me smile also never bores anything in this life. I remembered she taught me those things on how to move on and to enjoy life. Truth is I like Cess because the way she cheers, listens, draws and creativity. I’d say its a very rare a kind of woman like her.

Fixing a broken heart is not easy. She found a person who fell in love wihtout hearing the news.

Do not forget, find a right person who loves you, relaxes you and fills in your heart’s desire. And I never forget Cess and I had a wonderful to share the conversations… I missed her.

Coalescence: Retort and Guerilla

One (1) year later after I hibernated, I heard rumors and stories from forum topics. It was a harrassment belonged one of my good friends. I haven’t contacted chard such a long time, and felt sorry for him.  

I realized I had no fun lately with any games or freetime due of my chinese school’s project. So I joined ‘em back instead hibernated myself again. What’s more, When I get back online in-game, I found out some players know me. Whenever I play the game, keep myself low profile and not aiming both fortune and fame. My goal is the guild’s good environment and player’s status. 

Both Chard and Ploy asked me to get back online and use my main char, paladin. This is the only character I can support them. [ To know my paladin's information, click here Info ]

Server merge is coming and I know most people could cram to update their accounts to safe from their technical issues. Time is gold. Earlier, I asked some of my friends like Seunmiel who is going to maintain her account before server merge comes.

Few minutes ago, I might write something a short character reference details, so that people would like to know who or what role is.

Lotus Pictures

Several days later, I made it just in deadline. I hope my friends are gona happy to see these photo’s.

Link: Lotus Photographs

NOTE: Some photo’s are not included here in my blogsite. I already posted inside the Lotus Forum for private viewing.

Memories

Weeks ago while I was out sick due of fungi disease, it took me two (2) months of waiting the results but the doctor advised me to stay inside my house at least one (1) month of recovery time.

Anyway, back to present, there is something I learned a lesson from him named Andrew, that he told me these lines and said: “well, sometimes one really has to move on. Everyone has moving on jitters. Memories will always be there, they were part of us but that doesn’t mean we should live by that memory. We will never forget, and those memories has some special place in our hearts, for once, we enjoyed that time but then, things have changed. And we have to let them go to where they belong them shelves of the past.”

For me, it seems I enjoyed good memories myself with “young blood” age. Young makes you feel happy and active anything than compared old. Humans have a short lifespan than other creatures out there. Good and Bad memories are almost same between them, such a bitter memories. Even I never say “good-bye” to anyone since I was young til now. I usually say “see ya”